ANNIVERSARY

Hard to believe but its been 2 years this weekend since I had a cigarette. I still cant believe I did it, I never pictured myself a "non smoker". While I dont think about it everyday I still get an occasional craving and I know its something I will battle for the rest of my life. Smoke still smells good to me. Sometimes its over powering if theres a lot of people smoking at once, but for the most part Im not bothered by it. I wish I was, it would make it a lot easier! I know I will never go back because quitting was too damn hard and I dont want to do that again. I really think that had I not gotten pregnant I would have never quit. That was my motivation. Im pretty sure Steve would have divorced me had I been smoking while pregnant. He was a motivating factor. I didnt want to disappoint him. I did it cold turkey. I slept for the first 3 days. Barley got out of bed. I figured if I was sleeping I wouldnt be craving, eating or crabby. I was also so light headed and shaky that I didnt want to get out of bed. And at the end of the 3 days I figured I had gone this long and I did not want to revisit the lightheadedness. That was the worst. So here I am 2 years later, and never cheated once! GO ME!